The People I have loved
In the past 5 months, I have known 3 people who have passed away. The first person was a kid who helped me get out of my depression a year before. The second was a person so very similar to me it was scary to think I could be her and commit suicide. The most recent person was my grandpa who acted like my second dad. He was the best person I have ever known. I feel like all the ones I really love are gone, and I am left with a cruel world (even though I know that's not the case, but I really feel that right now.) I just wish I had 1 of them back so I could deal with the other ones being gone.