The plane crash that stole my happiness and my everything
The chances of someone dying in a plane crash is 1 in 11 million but yet my mom was in a plane crash on 2/26/14. She wasn't only my world but my son's and dad's world as well. She was perfect, her hugs and kisses and love was amazing. She had a way to make people feel special when she talked to them. Now she's gone and I have this pain in my chest that will not go away. I have extreme sadness and anger all at the same time. People keep telling me to be strong for my dad and son and I want to scream! My wedding is in a month and she planned 99% of it. All this pain and sadness makes me wanna die. I am the only girl in this house and I don't know how to deal with all of this emptiness. How do I live, how do I move on? Just being with my son makes me so hard because I grieve for him and the lack of memories never made with his grammy.