The ROCK of the family is gone!
(Plano, TX. USA )
My Mom has had Emphysema for years and just pasted away Sept. 18th 2012.
I lost my dad 8 years back and even though we were not close it hurt but nothing like losing my mom.
I am 43 years old and am feeling all alone even though I have two kids, a brother, a nephew, and lots of friends I am still feeling all alone.
I have read the stages of grief and I am back and forth with stage 1 and 2. Today I am having a bad day and sitting here at work wishing I would have stayed home.
I found this site and thought posting this for strangers to read might help me deal with this today. Like I said I have a lot of friends but a lot of times your friends saw what they know you want to hear.
My heart hurts and I want to get through all of the personal things my brother and I are taking care of now with my mom's home etc. so we can work on getting on with our lives.
For all here that has lost their mom I send prayers for healing up for you today!
Thank you for listing to me.