My middle schools years were never that wonderful. I got bullied and was failing. On top of it all, my grandma died on thanksgiving and my grandpa had died the school year before. Next thing I knew my two Great Uncles were dead. It was so much of a shock one after another. I had no idea how to cope. Over Spring break , while I was worrying about getting into a great high school I started cutting myself. I regret it to this day. Maybe if I were to talk to someone about my feelings it would have never happened. I then started skipping classes and blowing off my grades. It didn't matter to me then. Just last year in the 9th grade I started playing with fire, almost hurt myself. I worried my parents but most of all I was scared of myself. I still cut myself a year later not completely over the loss of my loved ones. Everything happens for a reason, but maybe in the end I'll see the reason. Right now I don't and I just hope I can get over the loss from 2yrs. ago peacefully without the cutting or high school ruining my life. I just want someone to talk to. Hope everyone who has ever cut themselves or have some personal difficulties gets some help, the one thing I never got and regret denying.
It is okay to feel sad. I want you to know that I cut too. I try not to but it is very hard. Lean on your parents because that is what helps me. Sorry about your losses.
your still hurt, go seek help by: Anonymous
Its not too late to get help. You still have some unresolved things that caused you to cut yourself to begin with. I think that it is good that you told other people to get help but please do what you recommend yourself. I have heard of this but have little professional help for you nor understand it well enough. Go to someone who does...Please.
