The several griefs of 8th grade
My middle schools years were never that wonderful. I got bullied and was failing. On top of it all, my grandma died on thanksgiving and my grandpa had died the school year before. Next thing I knew my two Great Uncles were dead. It was so much of a shock one after another. I had no idea how to cope. Over Spring break , while I was worrying about getting into a great high school I started cutting myself. I regret it to this day. Maybe if I were to talk to someone about my feelings it would have never happened. I then started skipping classes and blowing off my grades. It didn't matter to me then. Just last year in the 9th grade I started playing with fire, almost hurt myself. I worried my parents but most of all I was scared of myself. I still cut myself a year later not completely over the loss of my loved ones. Everything happens for a reason, but maybe in the end I'll see the reason. Right now I don't and I just hope I can get over the loss from 2yrs. ago peacefully without the cutting or high school ruining my life. I just want someone to talk to. Hope everyone who has ever cut themselves or have some personal difficulties gets some help, the one thing I never got and regret denying.