the sweetest mom in the world died from renal kidney failure and a broken heart
by the last musketeer
my mother was everything to me, as was my brother.
she was mother and father and loved us so dearly.
my biological father was a monster and constant physical, mental and emotional abuser, so when my mother finally divorced him after 18 long miserable abusive terror stricken years, and 3 suicide attempts, none of us wanted to ever see him again, and we didn't. we have never ever regretted that not then and not now. he was also responsible for ensuring my mother had 2 miscarriages. those babies died due to what he did to my mother.
my father kept it all. a 21 room three story home and all of our possessions. a vacation home, a very prosperous business, all the bank accounts and money kept in them. he kept the business machinery and trucks and 2 sedans and a sports car.
he felt he deserved everything for his signature on a mexican divorce decree. he valued all those material items more than his own family.
my mother started the business since he had problems communicating with people. she took care of a large home, all of us, and the business. she also was the book keeper and placed bids for work. she answered the phones from home and made all of the appointments. my mom did this for 15 years and never got any payment, appreciation, or even a thank you from my father.
my mother i feel was a heavenly angel placed on this earth to raise us children and try and shield us from my father's abuse. she took the brunt of his evil and for that alone i believe she is now in Heaven with her son, parents, and brothers awaiting me.
my mother, brother and i, always referred to ourselves as the 3 musketeers......then it became 2, then it became 1, and 1 is a very lonely number indeed.
i am now the last of my family and all alone.
i know my evil father died last year and we honestly pitied him because he loved material possessions more than his own family, and no we never made contact with him after we were finally free of him. he always felt justified in everything he did.
mama please know my heart breaks each and every day, and i miss you so very much. i pray God calls me home soon so we can all be a family in Heaven again......just your parents, brothers, my brother, you and i.
i also can't stop suffering on earth since you left, since God is the peace the world can no longer give me, and i pray we are reunited in Heaven again very soon.