The worst day of my life

When I was 15 I thought my life was horrible I was your typical depressed emo-like girl. I thought I was the outcast of my family compared to my brother who was popular funny and good looking and had it all he had the perfect relationship and the perfect daughter.On July 29 2006 my dad took me car shopping and of corse my big brother had to b there to help me pick the perfect car.i knew he would pick the right one he knew his cars.he did pick the perfect one for me and after a long day of non stop begging he convinced my dad that it was the car for me. The next day I was so excited about showing my car off I called my brother who had stayed the night with my dad to come take me out in it. He told me he was sick but I didn't care I only cared about showing off my new car so I begged until he agreed. Around 7 or 8 my mom and I were at a friends and my dad came to visit we were all sitting around talking as I waited impatiently on my brother to get there. We started hearing sirens my mom said I hope nothing has happened to your brother less than 10 min later my dad got the call one of his friends told him my bro had been in an accident and we needed to get to the hospital. My dad took off me and mom took my car as we headed to the hospital the back way ( which was faster) we rode up on the accident no one would tell us anything so we proceeded to the hospital it was there we were informed that my brother and his daughter both had been killed in the accident. After all of the times I thought my life was over that day by far was the worst. My bro was 21 his daughter was 2 I not only lost my niece and my brother I lost my little angel and my best friend to this day I still haven't dealt with the pain I'm too afraid if I accept that they r gone I will forget the pain keeps their memory alive for me

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May 12, 2013
I'm sorry :/
by: Abdul

I'm so sorry for your loss. I am sure your brother and his daughter are in a better more happy place

Oct 11, 2012
The worst day of my life
by: Doreen U.K.

You were 15yrs. This is way too young to make decisions of a MATURE nature. Your brother was killed in a tragic accident. It had nothing to do with you. You did not cause this accident. You are PUNISHING yourself by holding onto the Pain as way of remembering them. Try using a more positive way to honour your brother's memory and his life. Being impatient is part of being young. It is not a FAULT as such.
Go and see a grief counsellor who will be able to support you in your pain and help you work out a more positve strategy for dealing with GRIEF. To lose someone you love is THE WORST DAY OF OUR LIVES. You are not ALONE here. When I lost my husband to cancer 5 months ago. THIS IS THE WORST DAY OF MY LIFE.

Oct 11, 2012
Here's help....
by: Anonymous

Find out where the closest chapter of The Compassionate Friends meetings are held. I lost my son when he was 12 and if it wasn't for this support group I wouldn't had made it to today. It's a group of parents, grandparents, brothers and sisters who share the same lost. I think the support from other people who have lost a brother or sister will help you a great deal. It would also be good for your parents.
Best of luck to you sweetie!

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