The youngest

by Lisa
(North Carolina)

On June 30,2011 my precious little Moma went home to be with the Lord after 6months of fighting pancreatic cancer. I got to spend that time with her, taking care of her every need. BLESSINGS...that's what it was. I didn't realize it at the time. I honestly didn't realize she was actually dieing. She wasn't losing weight, she had somewhat of an appetite. She was such a strong little 5 ft 2 in 120lb beautiful woman.
Now, 3 1/2 months later I feel as though I'm losing it....I keep telling myself she isn't in pain or having to take strong pain meds every 4 hrs around the clock. But there is still this very very strong feeling of brokenness.
I would crawl in bed with her and hold her tight, and sometimes she would hold me. I can still feel her hugs, Thank You Lord! We would sit in her home during the night on one of the many sleepless nights and would be talking and she'd say "what in the world are you all gonna do with all this stuff?"
I miss her calling me every day, every evening. I just miss my Momma.

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Oct 19, 2011
precious Lisa
by: Geoffrey Campbell

Dear Lisa, your message about your loving Mother has me crying, but God loves your Mom too, and that is a truly wonderful fact! I just lost my step-father two days ago, and I don't think I will ever get over it, though if I am faithful, one day in heaven I will see my precious step-Father. Oh Lisa, don't forget, there is One by you even now, who longs to comfort you, and is just as real as when, two thousands years ago He walked on the shore by the sea of Galilee, He sees your tears, He too, feels your grief, and you can tell Him all this and He will help you and this is a sure thing. It is a promise, and you know Lisa, God never breaks His promises. I feel grief and love for you, that you loved your Mama makes you precious in my heart. Sincerely, you have a friend in Pennsylvania, USA

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