This site is still helping me
This site is amazing with so many amazing beautiful people sharing their story of grief. When I am alone at night I find this site a blessing. I feel close to others who know what pain we share.I think to myself, how do we cope? It is so hard, somedays I cry and cry so hard and think of my baby....my last born...my only son Dean 23.
Somedays I just want to lie in bed and try to sleep because I'm so sad and sleeping blocks out the pain.....but still we go on pushing ourselves to carry on with our lives, sometimes I feel like a robot doing things in a sort of haze. Days roll on by..they seem to fly. Its almost 8 months. I love and miss you so much Deano. RIP. my darling son. Mum
As surely as the sun will set in the darkening evening sky,
I can't change what life will bring nor know the reason why
For a time it is hidden and the sun I cannot see,
I can't see you my darling Dean but I feel your spirit here with me.xxx