It has been three months since Bruce died. I am so angry at God for taking him from me. I was yelling at God for taking all our husbands. I was listing all the names of the wives that have lost their true loves, I was shocked at all the names I came up with, it made me realize that I am not the only one going through this pain and heart ache.
A part me still expects Bruce to walk through the door at any minute. Logic tell me that he is not going to but the heart wants what the heart wants. My sister asked me if it was getting any easier. My reply was how can loneliness and heart ache get any easier when you have no where for your love to go. Your entire life has come crashing around your ears. Can some one please tell me how do you go about making a new life for your self? How do you start over again at the age of 46?
Bruce I miss you sooooooooo much I pray for the day when we will be together again.