Tiner Bug

by Michelle
(Lincoln NE)

My little cat came into my life 16 years ago and stole my heart.

Tiny had been diagnosed with chronic renal failure a few years ago, but that did not cause her to be so sick this time. I knew that something was wrong and time was coming near but every thing was coming up fine with her blood work. I could tell she was sick I even would tell her that I would be ok if she wanted to let go. The last three weeks I took her to the vet several times Before that I had even taken her a few times but they could not find out what was wrong.
Finally the last time I took they said that it was a fecal impaction and they would clean her out, I got my hopes up that she was going to be ok. The next call I got was to say a tumor was causing the fecal impaction, and it was time to let go.
I took her home one more night but she was in pain so I took her back and put her to sleep. I thought I was ready, I think she knew that I was not ready that was why she did not let go. Right now I am devastated and the guilt I feel about not being a bigger advocate for her is tearing me a part.
I only hope that she knew how much I loved her

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