To my beautiful babies- I never got to feel your breath or smell your smooth skin or hear your giggles and see your smiles. So many hopes and lives dashed in your wake. LOVE! LOVE is all I wanted to give you . I had so hoped that I could've given you the lives you deserved. My pain is no less for not having shared any time in this world with you. The empty places inside me are a gaping wound for all to see. I see you in the smiling faces of my friends children and the children I see playing in the park with their parents. But I don't mistake them for you. There has only ever been you three and there will be no others to replace you. I am so very sorry to have failed you in a way I will never understand. Your father and I miss you everyday. I miss what I could have been for you everyday.