Tommorrow would have been my sweet son's 33rd birthday
I lost my sweet Aaron 9 weeks ago today. For his 32 years, he left such a sweet legacy. He didn't have one enemy. Everyone loved him. He was to be a first time uncle. He will never know that his younger brother's child was to be a girl. He was so excited about being an uncle. Im devastated, shattered and fragmented. Our family will never be the same again. He touched so many lives. I know it's been just a number of weeks, but i feel that my heart will never heal. Even though I am to be a grandmother for the first time, and a granddaughter to be proud of, my heart is forever broken. Like the song says, How Can you mend a broken heart, how can a loser ever win? I will never win again, because of the loss. I just don't know what to do. There's just emptiness.