Tomorrow is Our Birthday
For the last 19 years my husband and I celebrated our birthday together. I remember on our first date how surprised we were to learn that we have the same birthday. I am 8 years older. Tommy ended his own life 2 1/2 months ago with a bullet to his heart. We were separated at the time but I still loved him very much and I always will. The pain of grief is so bad I don't know how to go on. I cry and pray a lot but this loneliness is unbearable. He was only 46. I will be 55 tomorrow and I dread tomorrow so bad.