Too many funerals

by kayley slight
(UK)

It all started when my nana died just before mothers day 2011, leaving me grandpa behind, i did my best to support my mum and her 8 other siblings and cousins too, then after a few weeks my mother in law to be passed away after a 3 year long battle with cancer. my father in law(to be) already passed when my fiance was a teen. this was very hard to cope with. then the next month my cousin died unexpectedly (still no know cause yet)

A few months later my cousin ( my maid of honor) had the great news she was pregnant, but then she had an ectopic pregnancy and lost both the twins she was carrying, she had emergency surgery, thought i was going to lose her to.

then two days a go, new that my dad's aunt, my great aunt died.
and to day my other aunts mother has died.

before all this i had only ever lost one person my beloved granda, about four years ago.

im only just turned 23, getting married next year but i dont know hope to cope with all this grief