Too Many Questions..

by Barb.
(Los Lunas, NM)

Can’t stop thinking about you,
All these things I wish I could do,
With no one else but only you..
Hearing our songs,
Cant help but sing along,
Just to hear your voice.
With nothing left but no choice-
To deal with it..
Learn from it..
Heal from it..
But how?
When I just wanna talk to you,
Talk to you now.
Impatience is driving me crazy,
Through all these lonely days, leaving me hazy..
Unable to think,
Unable to stand..
When all that can cure me,
Is the touch of your hand.
Are you okay?
Will you please let me know?
Awaiting these answers-
When I know you'll never show.
Only god can help me, they say..
"all you gotta do is pray"
But I do.
Think god's tired of my begging when all they're about is for you.
I bet god has a hard job taking people’s loved ones away..
Knowing inside that we'll all be together One Great Day.
But until I understand,
Until I know..
I'll stay here in this unprotected world-
and grow.
Grow from all the tragic events
From all these misunderstandings..
Until one wonderful day when this will all make sense.
I hope it does.
And when they say "time heals everything"
I hope its true..
Because right now-
All I want is You.

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Feb 23, 2011
Texas
by: Donna

Barb,
I know just how you feel. I love this poem, it says so much. I too just long for his touch, his kiss, his presence. Time can never heal my broken heart the only thing that can do that is when I am with him again. But hopefully time will make the pain dull and not quit so stabbing. It's seven months today and I can't stop thinking about him every second of every day. You take care and know that you are not alone. one step one breath one day at a time

Feb 23, 2011
This Says It All
by: TrishJ

Wow~this is beautfiul. This pretty much sums up every emotion I've felt over the past 3 months. I'm angry, hurt, lonely, dizzy, hazy, frightened. All I want is to just be able to hold Joe's hand one more time.

God's blessings to you as you try to go on. We're all pretty much in the same situation here. It's difficult. I often think God isn't listening to me. He is ~ we just have to be patient.
PJ

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