Too Many Questions..

by Barb.
(Los Lunas, NM)

Can’t stop thinking about you,
All these things I wish I could do,
With no one else but only you..
Hearing our songs,
Cant help but sing along,
Just to hear your voice.
With nothing left but no choice-
To deal with it..
Learn from it..
Heal from it..
But how?
When I just wanna talk to you,
Talk to you now.
Impatience is driving me crazy,
Through all these lonely days, leaving me hazy..
Unable to think,
Unable to stand..
When all that can cure me,
Is the touch of your hand.
Are you okay?
Will you please let me know?
Awaiting these answers-
When I know you'll never show.
Only god can help me, they say..
"all you gotta do is pray"
But I do.
Think god's tired of my begging when all they're about is for you.
I bet god has a hard job taking people’s loved ones away..
Knowing inside that we'll all be together One Great Day.
But until I understand,
Until I know..
I'll stay here in this unprotected world-
and grow.
Grow from all the tragic events
From all these misunderstandings..
Until one wonderful day when this will all make sense.
I hope it does.
And when they say "time heals everything"
I hope its true..
Because right now-
All I want is You.