The love of my life passed away 13 weeks ago. He was 61 and was suffering with cancer. He has left behind a 6 and 9 year old, a step-son of 14,and 3 grown up children and 5 grand-children.
Words cannot describe how I feel. Totally broken,devastated. The pain is there all the time. I miss him so much...he was my best friend ever. We shared everything...and now there is no-one to share anything with. No-one understands what its like to lose someone you adore so much.
The children miss their daddy...its so hard for them but am doing so much to make their lives as happy as I can. We share so many cuddles.
I get up in the mornings because the children need me to be there for them...I know i wouldn't bother if it wasn't for them.
I am only 40...and facing the future alone seems awful. I have so much to tell my man. I try to talk out-loud to him but I find it hard.
Am not at all religious.
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