Travis, my love , my son, my life
by Jane greenwood
(Austin Texas )
On May 26, 2013 just 5 days ago I lost my 22 yr old son. He had a fatal motorcycle accident and was pronounced dead at the scene This has been a nightmare and I have NEVER felt this much pain anguish and suffering in all my life. They say things always happen for a reason and I have believed that up til now. There's absolutely no way anything will ever come from this that will make any sense to me nor can something so negative as this ever become something positive. No way no how!!! I'm super angry with my maker and he shouldn't of taken my sweet boy/young man. Travis had so much life left in him and he wasn't even close to being to ready to leave this world. It's not fair and I probably will never get 1 but I've asked god to give me a sign to let me know Travis is ok. I don't know that I will ever be able to believe again of ever have my faith restored unless I get some sort of sign. Im Waiting and Watching patiently as I can but I don't plan on gettin my hopes up I'm sorry and I was raised in a strong Christian home and I have been saved and baptized but I have had all faith ripped outta me the day my son was killed I miss him and want him back Will my anger suffering and overwhelming sadness ever go away? I drove up on his accident and I jumped out of my vehicle and ran over to him and that's the very moment I lost strength within along with my faith and positive thinking. Is anyone else going thru this now?