by Trisha
(England Leeds)

10 months ago i got a knock at my door and was delivered the horrific soul destroying news that Stewart my husband had been murdered. Now i feel pain anger and feel i cant go on. My husband was my best friend also he made me feel safe. Why was he taken from me and his mum ? i hate life now i fear life, not death. i have help from familt friends but nothing or noone makes me feel better. I talk to him every day and wish i could hold him and kiss him and tell him how very sorry i am and live him. but i nevwr will again because of some evil murderer.

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Jul 05, 2012
in my prayers
by: Anonymous

I am so sorry for your loss. No one knows the pain you are going through. you will be in my prayers. Life is so precious

Jul 01, 2012
by: Doreen U.K.

Dear Trish
I am sorry for the loss of your husband. Trish this a most horrific tragedy to happen to you. It reminds me of my sister having an experience that her son had thrown himself in front of an express train. there was no body to bury.
Trish You will feel utmost anger, fear, unbearable sorrow, anxiety etc. You have been faced with a sudden death. You will not have been prepared for this sudden death. It is sad that someone could be so evil as to take the life of your husband and leave you brokenhearted and in pieces not being able to carry on living. Someone could be so callous and rob you of your life and Peace. The type of death affects the grief and you may need the support of a bereavement counsellor to help you with your pain.
and grief. May you be at Peace in the coming days ahead and that you will have the courage and strength to go on one day at a time.

Jul 01, 2012
I feel your pain and anguish
by: Anonymous

I too recieved the same news on April 12 of this year. My husband was murdered at work, about 30 minutes after he brought me a cup of coffee in bed and we made plans for dinner.
Richard was, and still is my best friend, the love of my life, the father of our three teenage girls, and my whole life.
I am a still in a daze, missing him with every breath I take, unable to return to work, and only be with people who know and love my husband.
It is the worst pain I have ever endured, but the only thing that keeps me going is that I have to have justice for him. I will make sure the person that killed my husband rots in prison for the rest of his life or gets a needle in his arm and I watch as he finds his cold place in hell.

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