Trying to find a way to live my life without Lindsey.
Two years ago this September, my daughter fell and sprained her ankle. She went into labour two weeks early after the fall. Throughout her labour Lindsey was unable to weight-bear because of her sprained ankle. She was already a high risk pregnancy. She had a lot of problems with the delivery and had a c- section, after which she bled and went back to surgery. She threw blood clots to her lungs in recovery room. We never saw her again.
She never held her baby boy.
Lindsey was an amazing mother, friend and daughter. I have no words to describe how much I miss her and her two babies.
We don't see her children much anymore as Lindsey's husband started dating two months after her death. We had to go to court to receive a 5 hour visit every three weeks. I hope this all makes sense to you. I have to say that this is difficult to write.
Thank you for hearing my story