Trying to find Peace
I am sitting here missing my husband Jim so very much. I am wearing one of several lined flannel shirts that I bought him years ago. For some reason it has given me peace and an ability to cope with his passing. I have even started wearing my wedding ring and engagement ring again and I am comfortable with it.
He was cremated per his wish. Yesterday and today I took his remains outside and put them in the chair that he always sat in. I carried on a silent conversation with him and it felt good for the first time in almost 5 months come a week from tomorrow. I miss Jim so very much but know that deep down he would want me to go on with my life and find happiness again.
No one said life would be easy and we all must learn to deal with the road blocks put in front of us. This is the most difficult one I have had to deal with. I will survive because that is a part of who I am.
I miss you so much my darling. Love you so much Jim.
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