Two years and I feel worse
It will be two years since the sudden death of my husband, my best friend and the father of my four children. It is not getting any easier. In fact, I feel worse than I have ever felt in this grief journey. Perhaps I have been in the stage of denial, especially since it was a sudden death. I don't know, all I know is that I am sad, so very sad and tired. Tired of the day in and day out of living a life that I do not want to be living. Does it ever get any easier? Will I ever accept this life and find peace? I pray for answers yet have found none.