Upwards at last
I lost my mom in May 2011. The pain was unbelieveable. I talked to anybody who would listen. My life was upside down and I felt life would never be good again. I tried medication but that didn't help. I read on grief and eventually went to a psychologist. It took a year of suffering but I'm on the road to happiness once again. I found grief is something that you owe to yourself and your loved one. It's almost a form of remembrance that comes out as pain. I thought many times how I must have loved my mom so much that it caused pain not ever seeing her again. You don't ever forget her you just learn to cope.
Good luck to all! It will get better!