Valentine's Day used to be one of my favorite romantic holidays, or at least it was until November 21st of 2010, the day my loving husband passed away. My husband always had a way of surprising me with roses, even the times he was in the hospital, he'd still surprise me and they'd be delivered to the room after I got there. He'd always have this big smile, as if to say I gottcha! Now however, as this Valentine's day comes closer, the more depressed I get. There are times like this when I truly wished we would have had just a little more time together, although admittedly, considering the pain he suffered the last few weeks before he passed, that would be selfish of me, I know. I know I miss him so much, it's as if it were only yesterday that I lost him. Losing him, I lost part of myself. Trying to figure out how to pick up the pieces of my life still somehow seems to escape me. I know he was the one true love of my life and I miss him terribly. To My Loving Husband, Jesse, I do and always will love you and I miss you terribly. God Bless you and Rest in peace. God Bless you all that have lost loved ones.