What else can I do?
Since my husband Wayne passed away on December 18th 2010 I have read books on grieving and loss, meditated, poured my heart out on here and to a friend and even seen a grief cousellor, yet every morning as soon as I wake up I get hit by the same truck on its journey to reality and every night I cry like I never have in my life for the loss I feel.
2 weeks ago or maybe it was 3 I sat at home and it was as if a voice told me "HE DIED". Suddenly I realised my darling Wayne was dead and it was as if the time between when I stopped working in October to care for him full time until then I was asleep or on automatic pilot .
Reality has smacked me right in the face!
I had even written posts on here but somehow deep in my heart I didn't fully understand, realise or believe he was gone. So now that I do ,I am truly at a loss as to what I can do when that overwhelming sadness rears its ugly head like it did again tonight?
Please tell me what you do!