What is the Point?
Here I sit, it has been 18 months since I lost him. Since my life changed and came crashing down at my feet. Since I lost my home, my life, my love. Some days are better than others, the holidays as I am sure you all know are the worst.
But I have been thinking lately. What is the point? I had my soul mate, the one person that we all look for, we had a love and connection that I will never have with another man, so what is the point of all this? Others tell me to let him go, that he will never be at peace until I do. I let him go that day that I stopped the machines. I do not want to let him go anymore. I see no other man in my future that could ever compare with him, nor do I want another man. So, do I live the rest of my life alone now?