What purpose is there for me?
It has been 3 1/3 months since my husband of 35 years has passed away and I have no purpose on this earth. I so wish God had taken me with him. He was my whole life and I loved him so very much! I just cry everyday and not one understands this feeling, not even my parents that have not lost each other. They just tell me I have to go on but I don't want to. My two kids have their own lives and I am here so alone. I just don't understand.... Rusty & I had a wonderful marriage and he would leave me notes on the counter when he went to work telling me how very much he loved me! I just don't want to live anymore.