what the heck?!
I've lost my my mom in 2010, my husband in 2011, two friends in 2012, my dad in January 2013. I found out a month ago another dear friend has acute leukemia. Ive known him since first grade. We got to be really close in the past three years. He's been there for me through all these losses. Would even call me and tell me football scores when I couldn't watch the game! I went to see him a few weeks ago in the hospital. He grabbed my hand and held it tight for a long time. His dad called me today and told me he took a turn for the worst this weekend. Its just a matter of time. What am I gonna do without him? My funny, smart, precious friend. Im so tired of seeing people I love suffer, then losing them. I know god loves me, I have precious friends, a great family. I am truly blessed. But what the heck is going on?!