When you left, it's like I left.
by Linsey Frances Bianchi<3
(Lake Station, Indiana, United States)
Left to Right: Me, Daddy, and my sister, Laura. <3
My dad hasnt been gone for a while now but ever since he has been gone my grades have been slipping from A's and B's to D's and F's. i dont want to tell my mom because i dont want to disappoint her any more than i already have. my dad left knowing my french grade, which was a D. Come to find out he was talking to my grandma and said "i dont understand, ma. shes smart as a whip. i just dont get it." i cry and cry and cry over that. i feel like he left disappointed in me. i feel like i let him down. im so disappointed in myself. i cant concentrate in school anymore. ive been getting into more trouble, being quieter. im just not myself. im only 13. my father had passed away from a heart attack. he passed about 13 days ago. just 13 days. and i feel like im ruined. forever. when he left he took a piece of me with him, i just cannot stand this. the feeling is unbearable. to anyone who still has their dad. you are so lucky. dont take it for granted. you wont realize what a great dad he is until hes gone.<3 i love you daddy. forever and always.