Where do i start !
20th July the chat i thought was about a holiday was the start of the end of our 12 year marriage (14 yrs together)
Truly i never saw it coming, i loved her with all my heart and she was "the one"
we have two beautiful children 9 & 5 and they have been thrown into a world i never thought would be possible.
Today (29th October) we met to see if there was a chance to put it back together.
I gave her space and time for the three months she wanted and sadly she ended it.
I would have moved the world for her and done anything to keep her and right now i feel so broken.
I never cheated and never even looked at another woman in the 14 years we were together.... i was so in love.
Today she just said she did not "love me" anymore and she had changed.
I wish i had seen it
i wish i had not worked so hard to give us the best life i could
i wish i had paused
I wish i could go back in time
But you cant i get that.
i feel so broken.....