Where is Everyone Now
My son passed away Sept.20th, 2010. As the news got out my home was overflowing with friends & family.
The Holidays are here I'm still grieving the loss of my son, Thanksgiving was awful, I'm not looking forward to Christmas or the New Year, these are just the first of many Holidays coming without him.
At first friends & family would stop by or call it's not yet 3 full months since his death & everyone has moved on except me. It just seems like when you need people the most they're gone. I feel like I have some kind of a disease & nobody wants to be around me anymore. Yes I changed but I can not help it, I did not ask for this heart break & unbearable pain to enter my life but there's no way to ease it.