Where do you go from here? I feel like there is no reason to get up in the morning. He was the joy of my life. My husband died six months ago He was my reason for living, He made my life so full and happy. I really don't know what to do. My family is supportive but they have no idea how I am dieing inside. How I feel so empty. I keep falling deeper and deeper into this hole. Nobody understands that my life is gone. Nobody knows how much it hurts. I don't know what to do. I cry all of the time but I don't cry in front of friends and family any more and when asked I say I am fine. They don't know and I really think they want me to just move on. I don't know where to move on to.How do you pull yourself up into a new life that you really don't want. I just want my old life. I miss him so much!