where/how do you start?
It was around 9am, July 23rd when my love collapsed in my arms. I now just wander around aimlessly most of the time. I talk to Bryan's star every night before I go in and try to go to sleep. I beg him to please help me do the things that I know need to be done. Every day I think of a dozen or so things that need to be done. I know what to do and how to do them most of the time. I just can't seem to do them.
Our trucks are in desperate need of washing, my house needs to be cleaned thoroughly, I have a jungle that needs to be mowed, front and back, the list just goes on. Not to mention needing to go through his things, oh god please help me. I don't know where or how to start.
I am doing good to be able to wake up in the mornings and try to muddle through the day. I keep reminding myself one day at a time, one minute, oh hell one second at a time. Can someone please tell me how i am supposed to go on with life and do even the simplest of things? Where or how do I start?