Who's gonna be my momma now?
I lost my 61 year old to a sudden anuyerusim Dec. 8th, 2011. She had just gotten married only 5 months ago and she was so happy. A year before, my entire family and I took a cruse to Turks and Caicos and the Bahamas. We all such a good time celebrating her 60th birthday and me graduating receiving a BS degree in Healthcare Management. Momma (IN THE MIDDLE WITH THE WHITE TSHIRT) was my best friend. We talked on the phone almost everyday. She was that glue that held up together and now that she's gone, I'm afraid my family is coming unglued. And as hard as I want to glue us all back, its hard. Now there's fights about her will, he get to live in her house, who gets this and who gets that. THough she had a will and left it all to my brother and I, we are now at odds with each other. That isn't how she raised us. She didn't teach us to be heathens and selfish. He wants her iPhone, laptop and new digital camera. A asked for the laptop to help me finish graduate school, but he wants to give it to his wife. They have 2 laptops in the house already all I have is a netbook with no CD ROM to play my french lessons. I just want my mom back. Take everything she own, I own,....just give her back, even for a few minutes. I have so may questions to ask her. Like why did she leave me, the baby, as the Ecetrix of her estate? Why did you leave your husband of 5 months anything? Momma, you'd be sho ashamed to see how me and Rick are acting. I just wanna walk away and leave it all but I can't, cuz I know how hard you worked to make that house a home. I just want to chance to continue your legacy., the honor to try to pick up where she left off. Wee need to stop judging eachother and uplifting each other and "Stick together by GOD's Glue" like we were all taught.