why are some inconsiderate
Its been 8 months since my husband cody was killed and everyone seems to have moved passed it.
I feel like his immediate family and myself are the only ones still in shock.
His friends seem to have moved on and forgotten that he is gone?
People act like im suppose to be doing better?
How can i be better?? I am hurting i am dying on the inside..
My baby boy is the only one holding me together and he doesnt even know it yet. He gives me strength I didnt know I had. He brings joy to my sad corrupted life.
I am angry how people think just because I am young I will get past this and fall in love again rebuild a family. Its not so easy. I loved Cody and I need him and I am not over him.. How can i be? i will never be he was 6 years into my life, My first love, my husband the father of my child and he was kille in a neighbors backyard.
I will not can not and must not move on anytime soon. I wish the comments about you are young you will be ok you will get past this would stop.
I hurt, I have real pain. I love Cody and I dont want anyone else and I am not ok.
I miss you baby so much you are so loved.