Why did she leave me?
by Pratap Raj
My mother passed away on the 14th of June 2012 and she was only 60. A month ago. Cause massive heart attack. She had no other illness in her life. Sudden.....very sudden.
I got wedded just a week before her demise and was on my honey moon trip when I received the news of her death. The journey back home was the longest in my life.
No one can forget her enthusiasm in my wedding. She was all smiles and beautiful. She was my best friend and guide. I used to share everything with her. Her death has left a big vaccume in my life. I feel it was as a result of all the hard work that she put in to arrange my marriage cermony has caused too much of a strain. And people do speak ill of my wife as this has happend just after the marriage.
My mother and I shared a great relationship, speacially for the last 4 years when we both were the only ones at home as the others were busy out of there. I really find lost. I wanted to take great care of her after my marriage. My wife and I had planned to look after her very caringly.
I can never forget all the hard work she had put in to raise me and make me what I am now. Those special moments and the love and care she poured on me. Now there is no one... I feel guilty that my wedding has caused this sorrow to ou family. We have lost our Goddess.
She has left me at the most crtical juncture of my life. Mom I miss you, you and your advise are so very important to guide me through this new life of mine
I LOVE YOU MOM.