Why did you have to go so soon?
(Jackson, tn, USA )
I'm 17 fixing to be 18 in may. I lost my mom August 11,2011 to a disease called cystic fibrosis he was only 46 years old. My mom was my best friend, the only support I had, and the only one to show me affection, my dad has never been affectionate and it suck specially dealing with a tragedy like this. My mom used to embarrass the hell out of me calling me "wonder woman" and "sunshine", now id do anything just to hear her say that again. she was deff the biggest knuckle head I know! I used to take the things she did for me for granted because I thought she's a mom she's supposed to do the things she does, when in reality I had life good compared to others. Cystic fibros is a horrible disease to live with and I'm thankful I had my mom while I did and I'm lucky I am here... She beat her odds by 30 years, I just can't help to think why so soon? Why couldn't my mom keep fighting? Well, I kind of think me telling her I didn't want to see her in pain anymore had something to do with it. I wasn't saying I was ready to let her go cause really no one is ever ready to fully let go of someone. I just wanted her to know that I was okay and That I knew she loved me with all of her heart<3 i love you mom and miss you rip..