Why Didn't She Tell Me
I lost my mom on April 2, 2012 to cancer. She never told me or my brother that she had cancer. I live in Illinois and she in New York. I spoke to her at least 5 times a week, and saw her 3 times last year. Never once she mentioned that she was sick. I want to know why. Why didn't she tell me. I spent 4 days with her before she passed. We talked and I cried, but it's not enough. I want to know why. I feel I could have done something to help her. Everyone keep saying that is the way she wanted it. I can't accept that. I feel my life around me is crumbling around me. I made an appointment to a grief counselor; I pray it helps. I don't know how to go on with her.