Well there were born before I was I guess my mom was in a abusive marriage. So she was pregnant. He would beat her up and that is how my brother and sister were taken away from me .I never knew this but when I found out why I had no sister or brothers I was heart broken there is not a day I never think about them or wish they were hear with me so I can tell them what happened at school or anything and I am only 12years so I can't really handle when I will break out crying or never get to hug them and tell them how much I miss them and hold then I just fell so hurt no one could ever fell the pain I have inside me cuz it is the worst feeling ever I would do anything just to have them here with my I have never in my life had that felling to were I could love something so much and know it was just like me I wish I could just of had on day in life to tell them that I love them nd get hugs I mean I don't know how to deal with this why wasnt it me who was not put on this earth