Will I always feel so alone??
My husband died almost 2 years ago from cancer. When he was first diagnosed, we had hope that he would overcome it. And he did, but it came back more aggressive and was diagnosed as terminal. Even though he knew he was dying, he was more concerned about me. He wanted to get everything in order and even planned his funeral. He chose to die at home and I was with him. My friends and our famalies have been great and supportive, but yet....I feel so alone at times. Especially when I see loving couples together. I am thankful that I had him for 27 years but still wanted many more years. Weekends are the hardest for me cause I just dont feel like doing anything. I cry myself to sleep most weekends. I dont let my friends and family know because i do not want to be a burden. I just feel so alone, does it ever get better?