Will it ever slow down?
(Salt Lake City)
I lost my best friend to suicide in 2007. I slowly came over the pain and later that year I lost my Maternal Grandmother to cancer. Not just cancer though, to the doctors that messed up and failed to stitch her correctly resulting in a fast spread of the disease. I soon lost 9 brothers in arms in Afghanistan in 2010. Then I overcame that and a few years later in February 2012 I lost my Paternal Grandfather who raised me for 23 years. He was my biggest loss. I still can't cope with it. And guess what? Same situation with my Grams. Same stupid hospital different doctor. I hate them all for taking them from me. Then, 2 weeks ago in October 2013 my nephew was diagnosed with Ducheness Muscular Dystrophy. Not even a year old in a week later he passed away due to his body not handling the anesthesia during surgery. And 3 days after that? Another death. I cant take it anymore. I dont want to continue everyday knowing around the corner I'll lose another.