Wishing I could of made things right

by Nancy Hull
(Ganesvoort, N.Y.)

25 years ago I was engaged to a men for 3 years who I left. Last week he passed away from a brain tumor. Before he died I did make contact to try and tell him how sorry I was for how things ended. I was never able to talk directly to him but he did leave a message on my phone saying "thanks for thinking of me." Now that he is gone I feel myself wishing I could of made things right. I wish I could of spoken to him directly but that wasn't his plan or Gods. I realise I can't change the things in my past just what I do about my life now, but it still hurts. The feeling of what a jerk I was back then will not stop going through my mind. I know the lost I am going through is nothing like some of the stories I have read, but it hurts just the same.
I am so sorry for being so selfcentered back then, and for all the hurt I caused you.....
Love Nancy

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