Wishing i had the strength not to care..
I'm 30 and have been with my husband for 14 years but got married 2 years ago..We have a 12 yr old and 3 yr old and I'm 32 weeks pregnant with my 3rd. He has now left us because of the constant fighting. But the truth of the matter is he was having an affair he keeps denying but I have proof, I have spoken to her. She does not care we are married or that we were living together at the time..he has been seeing her for a lil more then 6 months, but during my whole pregnancy..He keeps denying it to make it seem as if I'm crazy but she had admit it and she said she wasn't going to stop. This is the first time fights even got physical at home and even had the xmas tree thrown at me coming down the stairs making me fall down the stairs pregnant and in front of my kids. She has turned him into a monster..my self esteem,self respect just everything is in a hole..what did I do so wrong? Why is trying to hurt me so bad?? There are many times I would think everybody would be happier without me around..I know I need help..but its not easy to find