without my better half

by varsha
(india)


I am a young widow who lost her husband 7 months back. he was all 30 yr old. we were married for 6 yrs.. and now i am left with our 4 yr old daughter n lots of responsibilities.. I feel why am i even breathing , but when i see the face of our daughter i feel i can sense my husband in him,, she is just like her father. Guess god has been cruel to all of us who have lost their dear ones..
Today is his 31st bday n i miss him more...
varsha

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Mar 16, 2012
thanks
by: varsha

thanks every one for ur support... i am trying to occupy myself with learning new stuff.. i am already taking accounting classes so that i can join the family bussiness..
i never thought i will ever do so.. but after he passed away i need to fill his position.. I miss himm all the time.. My sadness sometimes takes the form of anger.. and mostly its on my lil daughter.. though i dont want her to be the victim but i dont knnow somehow she becomes one.. I ve tried a lot to stay calm but sometimes its really hard.. I ve lost faith in god since he took away my wonderful husband.. anyways i need all the support n guidance i can get from all of u ppl..
thanks
varsha

Mar 14, 2012
I am so sorry
by: steffy

For your loss, I lost my husband in Jan of this year, he was shot and killed he was 21 years old and I am expecting our first baby. Our baby is due in a couple of days.

I feel so lost and confused. 2 months with out Cody and I feel like im dying but I know I have to be strong for our little baby boy inside my belly.

I cant sleep at night and I still panic when I dont see him. I miss him so much!

MY BABY BOY isnt here yet but I hope that when he is I will feel like I have a piece of cody that lives on.

I dont know how to get through this, Cody was my eveything, only 21 ( I am 20) we had so much to live for we just got married in April 2011 and had been together for 4 years. I am heatbroken
I wish I could die and be with him but I have to take care of our son.

All I can say is that death is horrible because it is so final but some how someway, someday I hope that the pain fades away.

Mar 14, 2012
I am so sorry
by: steffy

For your loss, I lost my husband in Jan of this year, he was shot and killed he was 21 years old and I am expecting our first baby. Our baby is due in a couple of days.

I feel so lost and confused. 2 months with out Cody and I feel like im dying but I know I have to be strong for our little baby boy inside my belly.

I cant sleep at night and I still panic when I dont see him. I miss him so much!

MY BABY BOY isnt here yet but I hope that when he is I will feel like I have a piece of cody that lives on.

I don't know how to get through this, Cody was my everything, only 21 ( I am 20) we had so much to live for we just got married in April 2011 and had been together for 4 years. I am heartbroken
I wish I could die and be with him but I have to take care of our son.

All I can say is that death is horrible because it is so final but some how someway, someday I hope that the pain fades away.

Mar 14, 2012
Losing a loved one.
by: Roops

Hi varsha.... M v sorry abt ur loss. U r too young to go thru this. I keep telling myself n also others who r grieving that GOD has HIS own ways n we ll never find answers to our questions.after my mom, even I feel hurt n sometimes ven let down. I used to say my prayers everyday earlier. But since my mom went last year , I hav stopped. I still believe in GOD but something in me is not ready as yet to sit n do my 'paath'. (Ur also from India so u ll knw what paath is)
There's is no point in saying to b strong ,etc. It's not easy at all. Just share ur thoughts n feelings wid someone n try n keep as busy as poss. U can never forget eats hapnd but being occupied helps a wee bit. I m still struggling but this site has really helped me. So b in touch. Take care.



Mar 14, 2012
Too Young To Go
by: Judith in California

Varsha, God, in his infinite wisdom, was not cruel to take our ailing husbands. They no longer suffer the pain and indignities that go with loosing thier abilities to talk, walk, or do anything for themselves. It is a sad and heartbreaking but God is here to see us through it and you will be able to find the strength to carry on without your love. You still have that beautiful child to look at a see his features and you will always have him in your heart. He was much too young to die but you have to look at the reality of how he died and see that it wasn't God who caused his death. But it was God who took him home and now he is at peace and never has to go through the pains of living.

It's been 18 months for me since my husband died and I have never blamed God or been angry at him. I have thanked Him for not letting him live so incapacitated any longer.

I'm sorry for your loss and pray you will get to the peaceful side of this horribly emotional grieving roller coaster ride.


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