Wondering

by Megan Smith
(Tennessee)

I am wondering if I am going through a grieving process. My loved one is in a corrections facility. I have only known this individual for eight or nine months but we are close. I seem to be more angry than depressed, I don't know why I'm so angry. I miss him dearly and my anger is not toward him or anyone in particular. I have tried exercising, cleaning and keeping up normal activities but nothing seems to help. I feel like I have suffered a loss and I'm angry about it. I just want to be myself again.