YaYa

by carolyn
(tennessee)

I was involved in a car accident also, and although I was not hurt in the way mentioned above my boyfriend broke his back, his foot, and had a deep gash in his leg. I had to be cut out of the vehicle and spent several hours in the hospital. However, that is not the source of my grief. Once my boyfriend got home I waited on him hand and foot (through my own pain), bathed him wiped his butt as he could not reach it, and barely a week later I found texts from him to one of my good friends and coworkers. I simply went to work and called one of his friends to move his stuff out. I have not confronted my coworker and have unfortunately said and texted some mean and nasty things to him.

The worst part is the people who hit us were drunk drivers, we were in his car all of this is going through someone else's insurance so I don't know how to deal with that or deal with the loss and the hurt and the anger towards him. So not only am I grieving our relationship, and that of my coworker (so called friend). I am also suffering guilt, anguish from the wreck in an emotional sense. I hope talking about this to strangers helps because I can't seem to get relief from family members.