Yesterday was my daughters first birthday,
today is our nine year wedding anniversary. The one person I want to share it all with is not here. I miss you so much Rowan. In six weeks it will be a year since you left. Am I always going to add another six weeks to our daughters Birthday and think you have been gone so many years? Are you looking down on us? Are you proud of us? Am I doing everything as you would want? I hurt. I miss. I love....forever.