You must live for their memory

by Colleen
(South Africa)

I am so tired of being told that I must carry on in Bruce's memory. I do not want to carry on in Bruce's memory, I want him here. I was looking through the photos last night and it dawned on me that in every photo taken from now on there will be no Bruce in them.

I do not want a life in his memory or because he would want me to go on all I want is my boring life back. Every day takes me further away from him.

Bruce you are my life and I miss you more than words can express.