Your always going to be my baby boy

by april
(United States)

I was 28 weeks pregnant when i started having a large series of braxton hicks contractions, all of which the dr. said was completely normal. They lasted up until I gave birth to my son at 33 weeks. I went into the L&D on a Thursday after having a long day at work and having not felt much to any movement that day. The dr's could not find a heart beat with the Doppler or on the ultrasound and broke the news to me that my son had passed away. I was in complete and utter shock; just that monday I had gone to my dr's appointment and they said everything looked normal and did a sonogram and everything was fine. THeir only response was that if I had gone in as soon as I felt any discomfort then they may have been able to save him. THey found no cause for his death--It will be 2 years ago in June that my baby boy left me to go to Heaven. I will love him for always, I will love him forever, as long as I remember him, My baby he will be. I am 22 years old and mother to my beautiful and healthy 10 month old. God took one baby and gave me another but it still does not heal the pain I have from losing my son. Unfortunately my son never took a breath outside the womb, he never opened his eyes, took his first cry, or smiled. But I know that while he was still alive inside me, he was a very vivacious little man and I loved him more than anything. R.I.P mijo <3

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Nov 14, 2013
My heart goes out to you
by: Anonymous

God loves him very much. He is with our Lord Jesus now. Love in Christ.

Apr 05, 2013
Baby Boy
by: Mary

My heart goes out to you. Big hugs to you. Love your little one.

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