zoe my shadow
ZOE Was my day & night pal for the past 3 yrs of my retirement. I miss her every minute of my day & I feel hurt no one else in my family says anything about her. I feel bad also because I should of taken her to get the lump checked sooner. Maybe she'd still be here if I did. Even though she was 14.5 yrs old.& I knew she didn't have a lot of time left. Her actually being gone is harder then I expected & I have trouble letting her go in my mind. Zoe was a 13" Beagle, always full of love & very affectionate. I can see her come bouncing down the stairs when I'd get home, and she would get so excited when we'd come back from anywhere. Wagging her tail, going in a circle all happy. I look at all her favorite spots where she would lay down & my eyes swell up with tears. She had arthritis & her little leg would shake, but she was always there for me. It's so hard not having her next to me like she was. I'm I over reacting? It's been 11days since we put her down, why am I still so sad? I felt less for family members who've passed! I know she's not in anymore pain but I just can't stop missing her. I feel lost. Even though I have my cat of 13 yrs still with us, it's not the same. I had to put my 3 yr old cat down 2 days earlier, but Zoe is so much harder to let go. I loved Angeleyes too but Zoe was so much more family. Love & miss u Zoe!!!