My youngest sweet heart was born on the 14/7/1984 and died on 21/2/2011 ahhhhhhhhh am still in pain I miss him so so much ,I have 2 daughters and another son he is also very good young man ,but my daughters r making me crazy the to of them r still singles age 34 and 31, they don't go 2 work daily coz they hate there jobs tough they r. Well educated,,, my problem is I wish 2. Die but can't coz my son needs me and loves me ,respect me much. More then. My girls,,I also don't want to break my husbands and son and daughters heart ,,am on cd medication now ,cepralex am not enjoying life I want to b with my dead son but I won commit suicide coz am not a believer ,though am Muslim . That's not all coz i' ll write u again latter,thank u for reading.